I think it has something to do with it being Friday - but I am happy and I've been Sober for 25 freaking days!!! Unbelievable? Believe it! I have been watching my husband grow spiritually and emotionally at a pace that astounds me. It makes me so happy to see him come alive and being filled with the Holy Spirit and I wonder, is that how I look to other people? I sure hope so. I hope that the hope I hold in my heart radiates from me.
My sister is coming to visit today - indefinitely. I'm really looking forward. I also have my first sober ladies night tonight, which is slightly intimidating, but I guess I have to start facing 'normal' life some time. Just haven't quite figured out what normal is...I look forward to seeing my friends. Will be good for me to start functioning as an individual too. I sort of lost myself in alcoholism and my previously miserable marriage and my current wonderful marriage. I'm falling in love with my husband all over again and you know how it is with falling in love. You can't bear to spent one second apart.
So some challenges, some excitement and weekend. I am happy. Today I cherish that feeling.
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