I am slowly realising what is wrong with me. It's normality - crisis free, guilt free, issue free normality. The boredom I am experiencing is nothing other that contentment! Which I might add is a very unfamiliar feeling to this Alkie. I am actually happy - for a lack of unhappiness - and I actually have the time and desire to do something other that drinking. So the emotional cramps I have been having is nothing more than growing pains. I am evolving into a sober person. Not a boring person, but a seeker, a tester and discoverer. I don't need to like all the answers and I don't need to take every road. I just need to keep progressing.
Today I must let go of fear, say goodbye to old habits and welcome destiny into my new vacuumed house. It's time to change the way I think.
If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
- Mary Engelbreit
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